Ok.. i never post to this journal. but i will because on my fanfic journal no one i think cares about politics.

loose change if fucked up and what else are they fuckin'hidng from us?

Tags: rant

Ok. no one comes to this journal so i can just spill out whatever the fuck i want.

which right now is that i'm doing drugs.

Not your typical weed. though i do that too. i'm 17 and only just an hour or so ago i did a line of coke. last night i did 1 pill of e... which is amazing for me. just to have one.

I also drink alot.. more than is needed definately.

uh... there's alot.

Like how i was disowned by my father. my mother's dead. i live with my sister whose boyfriend is an ex-heroine addict and also the biggest cocaine dealer in town...

So life is fucked up for me right now.

really really fucked up.

Muse.: quixotic
The Crank: Uncle Johnny

( <b><u> Untitled 1</b></u> )

Tags: poem
Muse.: crazy
The Crank: NIN- Sunspots

( <i><b><u>Modern Proximity</u></b></i> )

Tags: poem
Muse.: crappy
The Crank: Mew- Comforting Sounds

( Paradise. )

Tags: poem
Muse.: blank
The Crank: Generation X- Matt Good

( Love With the Renaissance. )

Tags: poem
Muse.: bored
The Crank: Timothy- Jet

( The Whore of Modern Babylon )

Tags: poem
Muse.: awake

( Love Poem: )

Tags: poem
Muse.: angry
The Crank: Only- NIN

Slashy....
Rated: NC17
( Self- Inflicted Bug Bites )

Tags: story

Rating: PG

Summary: It's an odd place when you think of it, to put a playhouse full of actors.

( Playhouse )

Tags: pg, story